It has been exactly 4 months since New Year Day that i last post an entry .......I told myself to stop having any foolish thoughts about her but it seems to be no use . . . . . . . .
4 Months . . . . . . .
I still remember a few days before CNY . . . she was so happy that she was invited to dinner with her BF family . . . I felt happy for her too. . . .
But On CNY day itself, my good friend called me, yelling at me saying i betrayed him . . . . I felt so hurt. . . . . . .after which then i know that not just my good friend was betrayed by me . . . .
Someone that i really treasure betrayed me too . . . . .I ask myself why she had to do that. . . . . . but i found no answer. . . . .she promised not to say it out no matter what. . . . . . . .Ialways tell myself not to trust women again but again and again i fell into their trap and in the end i am the one being hurt.
Nevertheless, she has now found a new BF. . . . . and i wish her happiness forever . . . .
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I never betray you....
ReplyDeleteyou told me before i can tell him and you say you not scared he know...
anyway..i am not what you think, i still love him very very much..
he was the one who always push me away...
i did talk to him a few times after we broke up....and now i finally see what he means..
i never know that you were having other thoughts about us....i really treat you as a friend..